today would normally be 'monday madness.' monday madness consists of penelope's play date with her cousin reese, while us mamas sip on cocktails, chit chat, and catch up on the latest reality tv. we are currently glued to the 'long island meduim' show. i cry during every episode. and so does she.
i love monday madness. all the madness we chat about, the kids going mad as they play, and sipping like we're absolutely mad mothers. today there is no monday madness, though. reese's mama was sent to do some business in los angeles. so, here i am, bummed that we won't get to vent over the stresses of the week, bummed that penelope will be missing her reese today, and most of all, bummed that the mama's won't get to enjoy some stiff yet, sweet and delicious day drinks. not too many, of course! but just enough. i should take this time to work and update my resume to begin the job hunt next month, but i absolutely loathe fixing up and re-creating my resume. having to rewrite my job history, while thinking 'how many more flippin' times am i going to be writing this same thing down on applications when the hunt begins?' the answer is a lot. then i may also need to spruce myself up on my interview skills, which i know i suck at. i can tell by the anxiety i get when i even think about it. but i have to do it. and i'll find something. and i cannot wait. not that i don't want to be a stay at home mom, for what i'm looking for, i will still be a stay at home mom, just working on the weekends. unless, i get something better, and i get to get myself a shiny new car, new clothes for the babies, my husband, and myself, a new home, decorated like the country french homes in those decor magazines! some day, far away, i hope was tomorrow.
it's monday, and i need a drink. this coffee is just not doing it.
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