hey february..

 

we've been ill all month long. i hate you.

please don't be all cold-hearted next year.

xoxo. not.

exhausted

 ^^pretty much sums up my day today. i have sick babies. it's not my little angels i find frustrating..it's their nasty coughs, heavy breathing, fevers, and vomitting. please sickeness, leave my babies be. i can't bare to see them like this. breaks my heart, and man i'm tired :( ^^*

 

 

^^did go to a park the other sunny day, though!^^

 

 

^^swingin' away!^^

 

^^the weather was pretty great the other day. so warm and sunny, i thought for sure the cold had finally left us, until today...pretty chilly out again. 'why you so bipolar, weather??'^^

 

*imadeface iphone app

ballet

penelope had her first ever ballet class this passed saturday. she loved it so much, she wanted to have another go at it right away. my little one cried when i told her that she had to wait another week.

but seriously..it was the cutest thing ever. seeing all the 2 year old little girls prancing about the dance floor.

 

^^can you tell which one penelope is? she's the only brunette, hehe^^

 

 

^^this was right as we were about to go out the door. she was losing her patience and grabbing at my leg "let's go!'^^

 

^^her ballerina pose, as we were waiting for the ballet instructor^^

 

^^she was checking out the other tutus^^

 

^^her face here..haha^^

 

^^<3^^

 

i myself, can't wait for friday to come along. friday is her creative movement class. and she doesn't reallllly know it yet.. as she loved ballet so much, i don't want to disappoint her, but we're getting her to try a couple different things before anything is final, so we'll see!

 

 



.:this week:.

 ^^angel baby penelope pondering on what mischief she should get herself into^^

 

 

^^penelope adopted a new friend. no real name yet. when i asked her why she loved this baby giraffe so much, she said with sad eyes, 'he needs a mommy and daddy. i need to take care of him.' que me crying over how proud i am of my little girl with a big heart^^

 

 

^^bein' all acrobatic with daddy^^ 

 

 

^^bein' all gymnast with daddy^^ 

 

 

^^sigh..my baby love, billie^^ 

 

 

^^big eyed beauty^^ 

 

 

^^billie wanted a photo with her chalkboard art. she's proud of this one. which also gave me an idea for her: taking her photo with her art. i wonder what we'll have accumulated when she turns 10 even^^ 

 

 

^^nap time^^

 

 

^^have to give credit to this awesome nikon. i love it, i love it, i love it. we look good together, don't we? ha!^^

 

also, i finally did a little more experimenting with blogger and figured out how to make my images larger. felt pretty dumb when i figured it out because it only took two clicks of the mouse...i may also be jazzing up the place as it is all uneven now with the bigger images. so let's see how that'll turn out..



they screamed for ice cream..

so i thought, 'why not?'

especially since they've been good little girls lately. well, not so much billie, but she's going through a phase. a whiney one..

penelope picked out the ice cream box from the store.

of course she wanted the one with sprinkles on it.

she's just all rainbows and sunshine, you know. oh, and lady gaga's 'poker face'... and 'candy perry's' (katy perry) 'california gurlz'..all..flippin'..day.

i hope everyday that she forgets, but at the moment she finds me in front of the computer, the swift little bunny appears by my side, with the 'please-don't-get-angry-at-me-for-wanting-to-listen-to-the-same-two-songs-over-and-over-again' sweet little heavenly face of hers. aye.

penelope loves to sing, and i encourage it. even if i find her choice in music err..you know.. i understand it may be a fun challenge for her. i figure she's tired herself from the same abc tunes and nursery rhymes.

though, today we did finally graduate from the two artists, and moved on to yeah yeah yeahs, and ellie goulding. yes! it only took her about 3 weeks..

billie's post ice cream, 'it's time to be bad' face.

..and she was. but it's just a phase, right??

2013

it is here. and i am glad.

2012 wasn't that great, up until the end there though, had a great december.

there always seems, to me, like there has to be a balance in life.. for every amazing time and memory, there seems to be a foul, terrible memory.

shall i bore you and look back?

ok. ok! i won't.

so turns out, i don't have to give up this amaze ballz camera just yet, suckas!!

my friend ryan was even super kind enough to let us borrow it longer, and with a tripod!

haven't used it yet, but i'll set something up tomorrow as an experiment.

after christmas came and went, our awesome friends paid us a sweet, booze filled visit.

with best friends, those visits are really the best kinds.

party!

.my handsome hubby.

.my boo melinda.

.ryan. he always looks like that, guys.
{not really}

 .don't know what's going on, but i like it. ha!

.melinda can be super deep.

.she's a thinker. hella smart y'all's.

.my 'are you taking this picture or what?' face.
.melinda's 'are you taking this picture or what' face.

.we enjoyed some store bought pizza. we were too late to order delivery, so we got digiorno. hehe.
see that? i just laughed.

.we instagrammed our awesome party that THEY were only invited to. but only because we asked them to hang out at 11pm. ha! if you want to hang out after 9pm and come over, let me know! it's hard to really spend so much time out when you're a mama.

.i was trying to pose, but ryan took the shot as i was still talking. oh well.
it was fun!
and sadly melinda lives in a far, but not too far place. i always miss her.
ryan is also relocating soon. to los angeles, though.
what up, la girls?? hehe.
i'm sure when they go, and after we get a newer vehicle, we'll be able to see them as often as we want.
which makes me excited for 2013.
can we please get a new car, 2013?? please?
we'll see.

it's about time i give this nikon back..

only because i have to. i wish i can keep it forever, i fell so in love.

i'll own one of my very own, very soon. i just know it. i have to!

here are some of my favorites:

penelope creatively coloring?

..being artsy.

..the chalkboard background.

billie cryin' those crocodile tears.

sisters.

that time penelope wanted to be 'upside down'

 the wind down after a long day of christmas partying.

penelope and her papa are best friends.

billie and papa.

 douglas. he has some stories..

billie was hella diggin' her new toy car she got from santa.

penelope and her new coloring table.

spoiled. her new chair from nana.

wooden doll house toys. {i personally loovee them}

*photobombed. he did that on purpose.

<3

collectin' those leftovers to take home. i love me a good meal and a movie :D

when i throw my hubby 'the look' or 'bitch face' as i think he calls it. ha!

and that's all :(

of course there are thousands others, but those are for me!

maybe i'll pull them out one day to share a story, but for now, i only share with you my favorites. particularly ones that made me smile big or laugh.

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